For my Hunny:
Jia you for everything oh. especially your sch work or project or anything. hope everything can go well for u and make sure u take care of urself too. and if i can help, i will help. =p i love u. and thank you for helping me with my projects and stuff. especially the wisp one. =p spent like 3 hours plus den i go home. hehehehe. thats long and you help me alot! =p hehehe. i love you and 3rd anniversary is coming soon le oh. anyway this post is for you only. gotta sleep le oh. mwarks mwarks. LOVE YOU LOTS! hugs hugs.
Melvin, your lovetree. =p
Thursday, July 8, 2010
right till this very moment, im still really upset.
not upset about my lost ic or other things. but upset about the reactions you are giving me.
i received my award today. but there isnt any words from you.
you just opened the envelope, look at the cert, closed it, return to me.
instead you are just telling me you left class before it ended for me (but you never tell me you were having extra lessons till 6. i only know you end at 5 today)
or maybe this isnt such a big joy to be happy about?
im already very frustrated over the lost ic. and the other matter.
i aint blaming it on you. i just wished that you'd be more caring.
instead of saying sorry, say something that would cheer me up alil at least.
& i thought we agreed to watch the wc tgt. i was looking fwd to it.
like how are we going to oppose each other and what will the results be.
its ok if you're tired and decided to back out.
but you just went to slp within a few sentences.
i tried to show you that im displeased. but you didnt really feel it.
& you didnt tell me if you're calling me or what either.
(but i doubt you're calling me)
right from mon and tues i've been longing to see you. but when we met today,
i didnt feel that you are feeling the same too. am i just over-sensitive?
idk what are your stands to what i said. but i want to tell you that deep inside im feeling really down. i wish you can be more sensitive of my feelings.
you know sometimes all i needed was just more care and love from you.
perhaps from my side i didnt do well too. but i hope you'll tell me.
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i wonder when will you ever see this post. i know you dont check here often.
but maybe sometimes you should? cos i do post here.
& it'd be really good if you can reassure me. i guess im lacking security.
你冷冷的态度，真的让我猜不透 (U)