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Sunday, November 8, 2009
10:58 PM

basically i got nth to write now. but hope that i can make it a habit to write everyday even if its a short post. i hope i can rmb to write.
anyway my honey, i miss her real lots. but i know she wans me to show her to prove to her that i really miss her lots. but the way i show is something that cannot prove much. wad should i do? anyway god gave us brain, so i going to make use of it to think. but i dont think that i can think much. everytime the same old thing. i know honey doesnt feel loved at all. but i really love her a lot. can someone tell me wad to do so that i can show her that i really love her lots?
i've been thinking every now and then, wad to do, wad to say to my honey to show her that i truely love her, i truely cherish her. i've started to feel troubled when my honey told me something about another guy trying to woo her and things like that. i really feel like im the worst bf ever. i hasnt been sleeping well due to this. cos i really doesnt want to lose her. she's my love and my support. i've been loving her even until now. i know everytime i've been making her angry, sad, disappointed and even made her feel irritated. but i still love her.
how i wish that i can have a book called " guides on loving your girlfriend "
honey im sorry that i've caused unhappiness to you, but i hope that you will understand that even though im like this, i still love you.