had been waiting for you to online since 9plus.
wanted so much to talk to you but the moment you online you just went to study.
we barely talked. i know its not wrong to study.
but i just stared at the screen waiting for your replies.
i gave up studying an hour ago. i really couldnt absorb anymore.
& i dont even know whether am i studying the correct things.
i feel so bad. i felt like crying cos i know im totally not prepared for tml.
its ok you dont encourage me or whatsoever. i know you have a paper too.
but you had more time than me to prepare for tml's paper.
im having it at 9. for 2hours. and its econs. my worst subject since yr 1.
i had a paper today. you never bother to ask how i did.
i felt so unwell today. even till now i still feel the headache.
i waited so long just for your msn reply. but your replies make me even sadder.
i just wanted you to talk abit more to me. i didnt want to just rot infront of the laptop.
i could have just went to sleep but i still hoped to talk to you.
i wished you could keep my mind occupied so i wont think so negatively about tml.
but whatever it is, goodluck for tml's paper.