time to blog. =D but will be a short one. cos im going to sleep alr. ahahahas.
okay la. today's a rainy day and it is so nice to cuddle up in the bed and sleep. OHHHH! the feeling is so nice. not hot nor cold. just nice. hahas. woke up quite late today due to the nice weather. hahas. its been quite long since it have this kind of nice weather. hahas. so took the chance to sleep. woke up nearly at 3. LOL nearly only -.-
so on laptop and went to bbdc.sg LOL and surprisingly, there's a slot at 4. LOL took a bathe and went down to bbdc. today the instructor quite nice la. but not that nice compared to the one who took me for my second practical. LOL and he ask me to drive out. LOL im scared of the slope at the exit. LOL anyway nothing to say about. quite easy but at the mean time quite difficult too. hahas
alright this is for my honey:
honey honey i misses you lots. =D
time for you to miss me. hahahas
okay la. time to sleep too. lets head to the bed and cuddle up. =D
good nights honey. =p
Monday, June 22, 2009
hey hey everyone. LOL back to blog again.
actually im very tired now. cause i woke up damn freaking early today.
woke up like at 6 am due to the weather which has been quite hot and humid lately.
that causes me to wake up so freaking early. LOL wanna bathe in the morning but lazy. hahas
in the end i just lay on my bed until 7+ and i fell asleep again. LOL and i woke up at 8+!! LOL
kinda funny. wake up and fall asleep and wake up again. sian dont have a proper sleep.
den now i still blogging instead of sleeping. hahahas. why? cause i promised honey that today i will blog one. LOL so a promise is a promise. have to do it.
anyway woke up and everyday routine. open eyes, sit up, stand up, blah blah blah blah blah. everyday the same. den bathe alr get ready to fetch my grandparents and my aunty and cousins. and we headed to i think punggol. LOL cos my 3rd aunty says that there is still kampong around in singapore which is at punggol. LOL so she decided to bring us there to see see. but there is really kampong but of cos a nicer kampong. and they are quite rich actually. they own either a car or a sports bike. LOL thats kinda funny. living in a kampong with car or a bike. LOL
anyway walk walk and slowly we walk to the furthest and we walked back to our vehicles. kinda far actually. but still have to walk. sian so tired and the weather so freaking hot! after that went to old upper thomson there to eat our lunch. wad we had for lunch is prata. hahas. we ordered alot of food but some didnt come. cos they never write down the orders. den i ordered roti john and 2 pratas but the prata never come so never eat lor. hahas. den after that home sweet home. LOL went home but never sleep. =.=
alright enough about my family. now my honey! =D
its been quite alot of days since i last pei her for a long time alr. no choice, she's being tied down with school project while me, driving lessons and homework too. but homework never really do cos dunno how to do. hahas so no matter wad if i got time, i will go accompany you de. hahas.
and im very very very sure you know how much i miss you honey. =D anyway i do owe you lots of things, but now i cant really give you all at the same time. give me time, i wun drag. and i told you that i will cook for you, i will. but must see when okay? =D dont scold me ah. im trying to make you happy, so you must appreciate. hahahas. hmmmmmmmmmm time to go find my honey alr. quite long didnt get to see her alr. =D i know you got quite alot of project you need to finish. but still, must learn to relax and let your hair down. =D my english not bad right. =p you cannot always do and do and do and never relax. like this will have more white hair which i know you sure dowan to have right. so you must learn to relax and take a break. project and work will never finish de. time is managed by ourself. learn to manage your time, and you will be free-er. =D hmm what should i write nerh. hmmmmmmmm since you ask me to write more, den i will try to bah. okay la. i really miss you lots and lots and lots and lots until my head, my brain is full of you and nothing but only you =D you will not know how much i miss you cos i myself cant say how much i miss you but i can only say, i really miss you hell lots =D
okay larh. is this post okay for you? maybe if possible, tmr i add on lorh. now im very very very super super duber duber tired alr. time for me to sleep alr. =(
good night everyone. =D
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
first thing that i do every morning.
-open my eyes
-sit up
-stand up
-walk to toilet
-brush teeth and wash face
-walk out or toilet
-pack my bed
-go eat breakfast (but sadly no breakfast today)
-take clothes
-bathe
-cook lunch.
everyday routine during my school holidays.
another routine during my holidays,
continue after my lunch.
-pack the house
-take the keys
-wear my slipper
-open the door
-close the door and gate
-lock it
-walk down the staircase to 1st floor
-walk to bus stop
-take bus to honey house
-exit the bus
-walk to buy things
-walk to her house
-sweating
-at the void deck, i will msg her to open the door for me
-reached
-open the door
-enter the house.
LOL today abit diff cos i made her angry. LOL so try every ways and every means to make her happy again. but i think i failed. LOL i was feeling tired but i still hang on. nv fall asleep at all. LOL den being asked to draw a picture. so i did. den after that she abit, abit only, really abit only, happier. den let her draw on my hands. LOL over all, she wanna draw on me and make me draw a drawing. hahas. den at 6, i went off. thats all =D
my leg still hurts. =( not leg but ankle. hahas
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
HONEY!!!!!!!
its been days i last seen u. im sorry that i made u angry again and again. in the end, u are very very angry. im sorry that i made u think that i dun take it seriously. but i did take it seriously and i kept thinking on how to make u happy again. not take my time to make u happy, but to make u happy in a single day. =D i hope i can do it. anyway this post is meant to apologise to u de. im sorry honey.
i will make up to u de. honey i really miss u. =(
anyway i will really make it up and make u happy de. trust me.
anyway i gotta stop here le. anyway i really love u and i really miss u honey.
mwarks.
Saturday, June 13, 2009
每当狗狗听见我的简讯铃声时，
就会望着门外开始吠。
我知道它和我一样，在等着那个人。
这种情节也不只才发生几次。
但我却每一次都望出门外，希望真的有人。
经过楼下，有时还会不禁地看看是否有人坐在那椅上。
不过最后还是哭笑不得地骂我自己傻。
我也不晓得这是巧合或是诅咒。
当我有事想要有他一起参与时，
到头来也只是失望收场。
我心里总是压抑着很多的不愉快。
这是我想说，他也都听不明白的。
有时不自觉，两行眼泪会流出眼眶。
之后便要大口大口地把伤心哽咽下肚。
我多么希望每天的日子都有他的参与。
为什么你总是可以当作若无其事。
似乎我的不愉快都不重要。
似乎一切都是理所当然。
甚至可以认为我有义务像没事一样地继续敷衍你。
为什么你不能了解我难过，我生气时的心痛？
难道你就不能好好地安慰我一次吗？
为什么你不去问，不去查，不去仔细地想，
到底女生要的是什么。到底要怎样女朋友才会开心？
为什么我总是会去问，去查，去仔细地想，
你会喜欢些什么。我该做些什么来逗你开心。
我很讨厌生气你多一秒的时间。
因为我就必须难过比一秒还要长的时间。
你从来不晓得我这一份心情。
因为你总是只为你自己着想。
我是哭是笑你根本就不在乎。
每一次生你的气，我都是把我自己搞得更不愉快。
我从来都没有比你好过。
我是羡慕，是妒嫉别人的感情有多好。
她们的男朋友为她们做过什么浪漫的事情。
过过什么难忘的日子。
我也是自卑，是失望， 从来不敢提过我们值得骄傲的事。
如果你能明白，能够感受到我的心痛，
是否可以偶尔把我看得比自己重要一些。
让我重新找回在你心里的位置？
是否可以承诺你所说过的诺言，不再让我失望？
能否让我知道你有多么地抱歉？
Monday, June 8, 2009
had been waiting for you to online since 9plus.
wanted so much to talk to you but the moment you online you just went to study.
we barely talked. i know its not wrong to study.
but i just stared at the screen waiting for your replies.
i gave up studying an hour ago. i really couldnt absorb anymore.
& i dont even know whether am i studying the correct things.
i feel so bad. i felt like crying cos i know im totally not prepared for tml.
its ok you dont encourage me or whatsoever. i know you have a paper too.
but you had more time than me to prepare for tml's paper.
im having it at 9. for 2hours. and its econs. my worst subject since yr 1.
i had a paper today. you never bother to ask how i did.
i felt so unwell today. even till now i still feel the headache.
i waited so long just for your msn reply. but your replies make me even sadder.
i just wanted you to talk abit more to me. i didnt want to just rot infront of the laptop.
i could have just went to sleep but i still hoped to talk to you.
i wished you could keep my mind occupied so i wont think so negatively about tml.
but whatever it is, goodluck for tml's paper.
Friday, June 5, 2009
For My Honey Bunny:
I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You
I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You
I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You
I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You
I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You
I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You
I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You
I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You
I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You
I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You
I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You
I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You
Does this shows how much i miss u? =D
anyway today was a tiring day. tot of sleeping in class but the tot of common test, it makes me wide awake. LOL needa buck up and study alr. i dont wish to fail any module. hahas. went for the extra lesson which the module leader made it specially for our class ONLY. LOL so went there cos i really dunno a single thing about Engineering Design when we are taught under the fucking ED lecturer. he spent time teaching us, guiding us on how to do and telling us how to find this and that. we were quite troublesome cos we doesnt know alot of things, but the module leader dont seems to mind anything and he even went to each and everyone and tell us how to find and how to do. i guess if he is to be our lecturer, our whole class will pass that module with flying colors and under the teaching of the module leader, i really learnt alot. i tot i wouldnt absorb much but i did. it was easy after all. just that the lecturer doesnt know how to teach but only know how to look at Stock Market. LOL this coming Thursday there will be another extra lesson conducted by him. hahas. gotta make use of the time and ask him lots of qns. LOL hope i really can pass my ED. btw another module that i scared to fail is SOM. LOL strength of material. thats another difficult module. hahas.
okay enough of studies. hahas.
gotta find and accompany honey during the weekends and gotta study tgt. =D
thats all for today folks. byebye.
have a good night. =D
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
first thing!
happy 22nd month anniversary to you honey =D
hehe. two more month and it will be the 2nd year. =p
time flies and my love for u has nv died. =D heheh touched right.
of cos u must be touched. hehe
*tuts my boddeh* hehes.
iloveyou honey bunny darling. =D
anyway nth to blog about, only got one thing i wanna say.
I FUCKING HATE THE MOTHERFUCKER ENGINEERING DESIGH LECTURER.
( if he happens to say things about my parents again, i wun hestitate to beat the hell out of him. )
he's born to be beaten anyway.
alright thats all =D hahas. happy 22nd month anni to you honey again. bleah. =p